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[09 Sep 2005|01:20am] |
I had a breakdown a few days ago agian. ( http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/toxic_mask/4601.html ) I feel weird about having typed everything while it was happening but I'm not going to delete the entry because I can't ignore what's happening. It's friends only though, you may not be able to read it, which may be a good thing in all honesty. *blush* sorry but I'm not used to being about to write about my feelings, especially in communities in front of strangers... But I just need to write sometimes...
I can't stand this. I'm fucking going insane and my therapist wants me to go on anti-depressants before I kill myself but it's so hard, sometimes I don't even know if I can last a few more weeks.... I look at myself in the mirror and it's like I'm already dead.
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